So you say

so you say you saw matt. i probably called him skinner just as often. i havn't seen him in years. years.
i always thought he had great hair. never thought he'd grow it out though.
he was everything for so many years. it was so strange.. so unlike anything else or anyone else. my lungs close up when i hear anything about him.

i invited him over once, for a summer party. he said he would come- i'm sure something important came up.
a hair model. i guess i never thought that. i'm proud though.
things change pretty fast anyway. i wonder if he still goes to the rock church. i wonder if he still shakes when he holds someone's hand, and if he's made someone happy yet.

i'd like to see him again, because i liked being friends for the short time that it worked.