Le Chateau- Men's

there's just something about having an ex-boyfriend come out of the closet that makes me smirk. i wish i had been there. i wish i had seen the pink shirt. the bright eyes and shakey smile.
i can't decide if it hurts, the tiniest bit.
it both validifies and falsifies everything about that time.
i need to see him, that much i know. and if nothing else i'm very proud of him. can we go for gelato again? listen to the 'navy blues' album? spill popcorn at the theatre?
would you laugh if you knew?