wow

such a good movie.
i laughed out loud [but not as loud as andy] and smiled nearly the whole way through.
in the end i was left feeling somehow sad, or lost.
i'm still not sure if it was because it seemed too beautiful to be real, or too real to be in film.

"i've never been so sure about anything in my whole life", he said.

I want to be sure. sometime.
"i'm never 100% certain about anything." i used to say it proudly.
it used to be my mantra, now forgotten.

this has been a strange summer.
i used to feel so sturdy- a strong tower.
lately it's like someone's removed a few bricks from the fountation.

"i never knew how sure you were of yourself,
until the day i saw you come undone."