indecision clings;

..wraps her arms around me and begs me not to turn away, not yet. a little longer, she says. she presses and it takes all my will-power to pull my hands free. standing between the lines of certainty leaves me feeling incomplete and dishonest- even where no truth is to be given. i put one sure foot ahead, with a head-strong position much like that of Yukie after Noge: no regrets.

i am slowly closing the gaps left open by my girlish senslesness.
i will step over the lines.