It's been a bad day- please don't take a picture

been a long long time since it's happened to me. the heavy numb ache that makes you want to lie in bed for days at time. the feeling of sinking that comes and goes seemingly without cause. a sprawl of contradictions. 2pm. dozing uncomfortably. feeling full and unmistakably hollow. in the sun, sloth; indoors, huddled.
4pm, dragged from taped episodes of sex and the city and forced to the gym, hoping to break the trance.
must've not been looking cause i didn't see it coming.
soon they'll be back anyway..
distraction.