ok
i think that what i'm dealing with is not a lack of social life, or a dependence on other people.. not exactly anyway.

i think that it's really just a new abundance of free time.
i'm not used to having time by myself. it's usually work, school, boyfriend, friends, family, etc, etc- constantly hopping from one activity to another.

with one giant chunk taken out of that, i suddenly *do* have time. all free time doesn't immediately go into the relationship-maintenence fund.. and i'm not used to it. the time gap feels like it should be filled.

just thinking through stuff i guess, and where better to do so?