when did i become obsessed?
i can't stop shopping. i want my hair to look just so- but it never does.
i always think about shoes.
i idolize carrie bradshaw and miranda hobbes.
i go to the gym twice a week, and mentally frown at myself for having no time to do more.
i don't want anyone to know how much i work at it. because you're not supposed to. you're just supposed to be. we're supposed to be the low maintenence girls who make fun of the ones who wear make-up at the beach.
i want to be the perfect cross between the two: the princess who changes car tires, the eye-candy who can take charge of a situation.