things are falling back into place. new places. different places.
two responses to my roommate posters: from "tim jones" and "carolyn".
what do they sound like?
i'm forming ideas, preconceptions. probably misconceptions.
should i decide what i want, or what he wants?
i have often gotten along easier with males. nearly all of my close friends were boys at one point. can i live with one if its not him? how will it effect him? he refuses by imbuing guilt instead of making assertions. maybe i don't want to hear the assertions anyway. i am getting ahead- i haven't even met them yet.
pros and cons to every solution.
i can't give up though- like the perfect job, i hunt for the perfect living arrangement. i want a perfect life with just enough contentment, conflict, and duality. i can't give up the search- i can't abandon my quest. i've not been down, but merely dormant- and coming out of the haze.